because im ASTIG...










the new me.

i have to wear glasses to correct the astigmatism i have right now.. 6 months to 1 year of wearing them...

buhuuu.. i dont feel like im a genius or cool or something, i feel old and look old =(

but still cute.. hehehe =)

Summary

so lazy to blog... i'll just make a summary of what happened this past week.

wednesday - zdi fell down face first, his nose flat on the tiled floor, his nose bleed for quite a while, his aunt Kaykay was in tears looking at him because of the many blood that came out of his nose and mouth. Diane thank you for your prayer when i told you that day in chat that im having palpitations and i felt like something's gonna happen (to my family), and you prayed for each one of us. Nothing serious happened to zdi except for the bleeding - thank God - he just had that mark on his nose and the wound on his lips.

thursday to friday - nothing much happened, except did my tons of laundry... wow.. so tiring, zdi didnt go to school.

saturday - went to krootz shop, fix.. fix.. fix.. there

sunday - i found out that i am ASTIG!

so there... whew!

TO "LET GO" TAKES LOVE
by Dr. Margaret J. Rinck

To "let go" does not mean to stop caring,
it means that I can't do it for someone else.

To "let go" is not to cut myself off,
it is the realization that I can't control another.

To "let go" is not to enable,
but to allow learning from natural consequences.

To "let go" is to admit powerlessness,
which means the outcome is not in my hands.

To "let go" is not to try to change or blame another,
it is to make the most of myself.

To "let go" is not to care for,
but to care about.

To "let go" is not to fix,
but to be supportive.

To "let go" is not to judge,
but to allow another to be a human being.

To "let go" is not to be in the middle arranging all the outcomes,
but to allow others to effect their own destinies.

To "let go" is not to be protective.
it is to permit another to face reality.

To "let go" is not to deny,
but to accept.

To "let go" is not to nag, scold, or argue,
but instead,to search out my own shortcomings and to correct them.

To "let go" is not td adjust everything to my desires,
but totake each day as it comes, and to cherish myself in it.

To "let go" is not to criticize and regulate anybody,
but to try to become what I dream I can be.

To "let go" is not to regret the past,
but to grow and to live for the future.

To "let go" is to fear less and to love more.

MY FOREIGN NAMES

found this nice blog things, you can find your foreign names too just click the color blue ones...

My Hawaiian name

Your Hawaiian Name is:

Keilana Ululani

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My Japanese name

Your Japanese Name Is...

Kita Konoe

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My French name

Your French Name is:

Louise Clerc

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My Irish name

Your Irish Name Is...

Gemma McNamara

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My Brazilian name

Your Sexy Brazilian Name is:

Danyela Peixe

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10 Years...


10 years.
10 whole years of emotional turmoil.
10 years of happiness, fruitfulness.
10 years of frustrations, trials, sufferings.
10 years of learning, adjusting.

In all those 10 years character was built, lessons have learned, self was made stronger, relationship made better.
And these past few days there is that one thing I have realized in myself, I realized that there are precious things that I dont want to lose in my life, and these precious things are my husband and my children. We may fight over some things, have disagreement over a lot of things, misunderstanding over other things but in all that, I am happy where I am right now. This is where I always want to be.

May the good Lord who is always there for us, continuously bless us and strengthen each member of the family from the head to the bunso (last child). May our love to each other continuously grow.

Thank you Lord for those ten years that you have given us, for always there most especially in those times when we are down, for letting us know that you have "carried" us. Teach me more how to be patient, how to be open, how to understand other people, how to be sensitive, how to strong.

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To my one and only

I love you and I always will,
I know we've been through to so many things already,
we have been to so many fights,
but you are forever in my heart.

Thank you for those times that you have given me and will give me.
Thank you for those tears that you have shed for me and for those coming tears again in the future.
Thank you for the disagreements for it made me understand myself more.
Thank you.

You may never be the right person that I have dreamed of before, and I am not yours either.
But in my heart I know that you are the perfect one that God had set aside for me.
You may never have that qualities that I've always wanted, and I dont have some of what you want either.
But I know that God gave us both to each other to make ourselves better,
to create that character that God wants us to have.

I'm sorry for the times I've failed you...
I'm sorry for the things that I cannot give you...
I'm sorry for my shortcomings..
I have forgiven you for everything.

I have come to realize that you are the precious thing
that i don't want to lose in my life.
Happy anniversary daddy! I love you!

Always,
Anerey

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this is scary...

i tried this test... and the result is this..
er am not an only child (although i grew up like one, was separated with my sisters for years) but some parts of the result where somewhat true about me...
now if you want to try this too, just click the "birth predictor" below, have fun!

You Are Likely an Only Child

At your darkest moments, you feel frustrated. At work and school, you do best when you're organizing. When you love someone, you tend to worry about them. In friendship, you are emotional and sympathetic. Your ideal careers are: radio announcer, finance, teaching, ministry, and management. You will leave your mark on the world with organizational leadership, maybe as the author of self-help books.

The Birth Order Predictor

God SpiLL thE PaiNT

Nothing man can do could ever equal the glory ofGod's creations.

The east side of the Carrizo plain, in the Temblor Range, about 50 miles due west of Bakersfield, California. Photo taken by Barbara MathewsMay 14. 2005

Isn't this amazing?

yipeee... had a hair relax, now my hair looks nice, the only good thing that ever happened this week...

shocking...

got the shocking news, the exact one... so shocking... his face was shattered, his ear was totally ripped off, broken skull, hit and run... :-(. and the most shocking thing i heard was the driver's version, he insists that he did not hit a boy but just a dog (thank God some relatives were fast enough to follow and caught up with the van, that they were able to stopped it.) the woman who came out asked what's the matter why they were being stopped, when told they hit a boy all she said was they hit a dog...

why is it that some people are so brutal, they dont even care about other people's lives, they kill and just go on with their lives as if nothing happened, as if they had done nothing wrong.

Lord its all in your hands now, you know everything, knew everything that happened... you are the judge, if that person gets away with that horrible thing he did here on earth, there is still that final judgment when we all come face to face with you. it's all in your hands, the little one is with you right now, happier than he could ever be here alive.

sad week...

what a sad week this is

first death of a family member...

second bad hair...

now another news of death...
daddy ballinan's death a former church elder. Lord please comfort the family he left behind, we know he is already old and he is now there with you, his loved ones left behind are in sorrow right now, comfort them and show them that daddy ballinan's in a perfect place right now, with no pain, no tears, no suffering... thank you Lord in Jesus name Amen!

new hair cut

i decided against my common sense to have a haircut to have a different look, so i look around here for the gay which they say was a good cutter. what did he do? he didn't even used scissors on my hair that much, what he did was he put a blade on the comb and comb my hair with it to layer it... now i have acquired a different look, -- i look differently ugly (<-- is this term right)... harrghh, the cut was bad, it was layered but it's a bad layered cut... with so many fly aways here and there... buhuhu (my hair takes a long time to grow back), how long will i suffer for this =( ?

and to add to that, i dont have enough money to go for a "hair relax" so that at least my hair would be presentable... maybe it would be better if i just shave this.. yaiks not that courageous to go around for months as bald...

haaayyy ... maaaallllaaaassss....

prayers for a family member

sad day yesterday... :-( we received news that a family member (luis' side) died the other day, got hit by a vehicle, and what's heartbreaking is, the one who died was a four year old boy. :-( as old as zdi. Please pray for ate Baby Vitug, she needs it more than ever now, pray for the comfort of the Holy Spirit in her that she will be able to stand this. Please pray also for the whole Mejia family.