Merry Christmas to All

whoa... 2 weeks without internet! i survived! whew...

3 days more.. its christmas, but then there's nothing to be expected from it here... i already know its gonna be a "not that merry christmas here." It was always like that so i know nothing will change, all we're gonna do is eat, then watch some lame fireworks, then sleep... pppphhhttt...

anyway, having fun is not what Christmas is all about, its about Jesus' birth, its about knowing that He came to save me from hell and destruction. It's not about me, presents, new things... etc. but its more about "thinking of others". Of how i can touch other people's lives because Jesus is in me.

it's a hard job, a really hard job, to be here and there setting a good example to those who knew not about the Lord. It's a lifetime work of changing how you deal with yourself and with other people. With prayers and God's help i -- WE can do it. let's not just forget to give God the glory and honor all the time.

anlayo.... anlalim... =o)

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE!

what a bad way to end the day

"Write the bad things that are done to you in sand, but write the good things that happen to you on a piece of marble."

i started with the quote up there... and i made it bold and the fonts larger, its to remind me of what happened last night to just forget it and "LET IT GO."

there are really some people that will come into your life who are not just the ones you want to get in contact with...

to share about what happened las night, my daughter was made to look like a liar, and i was made to look like some piece of a selfish shit... makes me want to shout again...

ooppss... ooopppss... havent i already told myself to forget it and let it go... oh yeah, forget it *thumps head*. there, now i got amnesia... lol... i dont know what happened last night.. hehehe

this is the only way to forget things to make fun and laugh about it, why if i will keep on sulking and thinking about it, id just end up getting wrinkles on my face, would continue to have a bad day, will make me sin, and so on and so forth negatives in myself...

aaahhh... some people... God uses them to shape us to make us smooth, you know like how a sand paper make the wood smooth if you keep on rubbing it, these people are like sand paper in your life, they are a test of your character, if you let them, get the best of you then youll be the loser, the only way i can think of counter attacking them is to fight back (once) and let them know that i dont care what they say, dont bother me coz i am not bothering you, and i dont talk to them, that way, walang gulo... and anyways other people knows who's lying and who's not.

so there... write the bad things in sand and just "let it go"


uuuyyy... hhmmm... im learning from my posts, good for me.


p.s.
heh-heh-heh, there's a p.s. here as if this is a letter... *giggles*
chatterbox is not working today, i think, been to other people's blog and i cant add a tag. will try later though.

When I'm an old lady

i love this.. so funny, im thinking of doing this to yla and zdi when they have a house of their own... they just wait and see what trouble they gave me now that they are still kids... hihihihihi... *giggles* lol

When I'm an old lady

I'll live with each kid.
And bring so much happiness...just as they did.
I want to pay back all the joy they've provided.
Returning each deed!
Oh, they'll be so excited!

(When I'm an old lady and live with my kids)

I'll write on the wall with reds, whites and blues,
And I'll bounce on the furniture...wearing my shoes.
I'll drink from the carton and then leave it out.
I'll stuff all the toilets and oh, how they'll shout!

(When I'm an old lady and live with my kids)

When they're on the phone and just out of reach
I'll get into things like sugar and bleach.
Oh, they'll snap their fingers and then shake their head,

(When I'm an old lady and live with my kids)

When they cook dinner and call me to eat,
I'll not eat my green beans or salad or meat,
I'll gag on my okra, spill milk on the table,
And when they get angry...I'll run...if I'm able!

(When I'm an old lady and live with my kids)

I'll sit close to the TV, through the channels I'll click,
I'll cross both eyes just to see if they stick.
I'll take off my socks and throw one away,
And play in the mud 'til the end of the day!

(When I'm an old lady and live with my kids)

And later in bed, I'll lay back and sigh,
I'll thank God in prayer and then close my eyes.
My kids will look down with a smile slowly creeping,
And say with a groan,
"She's so sweet when she's sleeping!"

God Bless All Moms and Grandmas Everywhere!

By GAWD (Grandmothers Anonymous Working Declaration)

The Women of My Circle

A friend of mine have sent me this, and am sure was touched by it, her message is so true... i would like to share this to everyone in here, best friends or not i consider you all my good friends for life! So read on, and i hope you will like it too.


When I was little, I used to believe in the concept of one best friend, and then I started to become a woman.And then I found out that if you allow your heart to open up, God would show you the best in many friends.

One friend is needed when you're going through things with your man. Another friend is needed when you're going through things with your mom. Another when you want to shop, share, heal, hurt. joke or just be. One friend will say let's pray together, another let's cry together, another lets fight together, another let's walk together. One friend will meet your spiritual need, another your shoe fetish, another you love of movies, another will be with you in your season of confusion, another will be your clarifier, another the wind beneath your wings.

But whatever their assignment in your life, on whatever the occasion, on whatever the day, or whenever you need them to meet you with their gym shoes on and hair pulled back, or to hold you back from making a complete fool of yourself... those are your best friends.

It may all be wrapped up in one woman, but for many it's wrapped up in several...One from the 7th grade, one from high school, several from the college years, a couple from old jobs, several from church. On some days your mother, on some days your neighbour, on others your sisters, and on some days your daughters.

So whether they've been there 20 minutes or 20 years, ... --- the message was up to here only, i dont know why and what went wrong, so ill add some of my words so that this will not feel like its lacking something in this part.


So whether they've been there 20 minutes or 20 years, ... consider them your best friend and be thankful to God for them, for they have done and said something to touch your life in their own way.


You can pass this on to the women that God has placed in your life to make a difference.

LET IT GO

Received this poem in email, cant help myself from posting it here, just want to share it to all... so read on...


LET IT GO
By: Paul Henderson

If you are holding on to something that doesn't belong to you and was never intended for your life, then you need to..... LET IT GO!!!

If you are holding on to past hurts and pains.......... LET IT GO!!!

If someone can't treat you right, love you back, and see your worth....LET IT GO!!!

If someone has angered you........... LET IT GO!!!

If you are holding on to some thoughts of evil and revenge....LET IT GO!!!

If you are involved in a wrong relationship or addiction.....LET IT GO!!!

If you are holding on to a job that no longer meets your needs or talents........ LET IT GO!!!

If you have a bad attitude........ LET IT GO!!!

If you keep judging others to make yourself feel better......LET IT GO!!!

If you're stuck in the past and God is trying to take you to a new level in Him.......... LET IT GO!!!

If you are struggling with the healing of a broken relationship.... LET IT GO!!!

If you keep trying to help someone who won't even try to help themselves.......... LET IT GO!!!

If you're feeling depressed and stressed............ LET IT GO!!!

If there is a particular situation that you are so used to handling yourself and God is aying "take your hands off of it", then you need to............. LET IT GO!!!

Let the past be the past. Forget the former things.

GOD is doing a new thing! LET IT GO in 2005!!!

Get Right or Get Left...think about it, then LET IT GO!!! LET Gods Love, Peace and Blessings be with you always...

a song for me...

here's a song for me that i made on my b-day:

"tiring b-day to me...

tiring b-day to me...

tiring b-day, tiring b-day,

tiring b-day to me!"

my birthday has passed, a year older... and here's why i had that song ---> woke up in the morning to do the laundry and while doing the laundry, i cleaned the house, while cleaning and house and doing the laundry, i cooked the food that i had planned for this birthday of mine... and here they are:

• baked chicken, with buttered mixed vegetabels and mushroom on the side
• tofu
• beef patty in creamy celery sauce
• baked mussels in their shells
• grilled (big) fish
• "fresh lumpia"
• "rellenong bangus"

All the foods that i served was a success and tofu was a big hit. i personally loved the mixed vegetabels with mushrooms. luis bought a chocolate cake, which was so good... love the taste of it. and i did get to blow the candle which zdi brought out and he sang the b-day song to me, the candle was sssooooo big as in really really big, the one we use when we dont have electricity here... did have fun with zdi singing though... lol

now for the gifts... i received three which were:

• bike (but not the mountain bike in my wish list) from my daddy.
• cash gift for a "secret" make-up. hehehe
• blue jacket from the 3 ladies of kquit (they shared for it) cool...

for the extras these were not gifts but i was lucky to have them:

• i didnt get the html book but i found an html tutorial for free, available 24/7, a friend shared this in her blog, so lucky me, now i can learn more of html
• i didnt get an "adventures of tintin comic book" but i found a dvd collection of it, so i watched those comics that are not in my collection

i didnt get any book so ill just have to be content on reading the manual of the bike and the tag of the jacket, plus the description and ingredients on the box of the make-up ... tehehehe...

so there... i was tired, yes, but im still happy.

A word and wish for myself:

Im thankful to the Lord for this new life he had given me and im hoping for more b-days to come, happy ones too. May i grow more in the knowledge of God, stronger in faith, may i touch other people's lives the way He wants me to touch them, may i live a life pleasing to Him and worthy fo His calling.